Many of you feel more sensitively and deeper, touching your own pain
areas, energies and buckles of others. Buckles are those lessons that
are meant to open and close on the path of soul. Fear may be summoned by
an experience, a feeling as if you were the renewer of the buckles
yourself. Diligence and a low threshold to sucking and pushing, heavy
and manipulating energies makes moving in balance on your own power
platform shaky and prone to irritants. You do not talk about highly sensitivity for nothing. Reaction is pure and innocent in connection
with those situations and events where triggering happens, by feeling
authentically, which is impossible to fake - even if fear is often the
trigger. (Supported fears were explained earlier as timers and boosters
here, also last karma services work in this capacity.) That is why
properties of global healers have often been twined to the evolution of
these 'squeamish' that I pictured. Although we are talking about
sensitivity and an annoyance, experienced as a burden, washed in these
congested phases of evolution's time window, it is a most splendid
potential and a gift: Naturally the sensitivity of the senses has been
seen as acknowledging a touching pleasure, as a fundamental
understanding of art and a disposition for empathy. It has been and will
be possible to develop it to be an asset.
Right now it is also a phase on ascension path of many to cherish
fidelity to one's evolution, causing feelings of guilt.
I told about inadequatedness and guilt in the spelling of the first step of consciousness. So guilt is congested acknowledging of an experiencer
of life, elevating one's role, created by inadequacy, competitiveness
and repeating circles of thought, with the power of frustration
repressing feelings and others, need of change and manifestation of
fear. But it is also a guarantee of awakening. Many enriched with
special sensitivity feel a need to examine their hearts, cleanse their
minds and dismantle burdening thought patterns. This is supported,
planned guaranteeing of responsibility in order to grow light to Earth.
This growing of sensitivity is part of evolution of nervous system.
Feeling of responsibility camouflages easily as feelings of guilt, if
internal self-knowledge - because of lack of trust - does not yet
acknowledge the planned, supported and flowing timing of life. How
everything will open in its time, in the right place, when preparations
are fulfilled and the soul is ALWAYS safe. When certainty and most of
all trust to tight, mounting and strengthening synchronicity of
everything arrives, guilt will calm down as the need for control
cleanses: You know you control your responsibility by controlling the
need to control as your responsibility. As understanding opens and when
you become aware of your own tasks of balancing and evolvement, that
feeling and trust will strengthen. Guilt has guided to taking
responsibility, has done it's job and can separate.
The most clogged emphatics and specially sensitive are to separate from
their foundations. Setting boundaries will lack from the set of skills
and energies will flow, following an unexplainable guilt, to pleasing
others, calming one's essence, slaving means of support of the mind, and
surviving from shocks. And let us not forget unnecessarily strong amount
of self-preservation. And where stress wears out, the very sensitive
ones drain their power already in avoiding stress. Even to the pressure
created by thinking of avoiding stress. They are painfully aware of
their sensitiveness, their propensity for anxiety, their fears, that can
manifest as depression and dissociation disturbances. This is a group
that can experience echoes from the collective compaction of guilt as if
from their own path. You, who were guilty in the point of view of my
previous writing, when I was comparing those guilty with encountered
blind in consciousness, that reflect your own blindness, please see now
even deeper.
Bearers of guilt: Contemplate and discover your most deep-rooted think
patterns. Acknowledge where there is no love and trust to life and
Oneness, which includes appropriateness of everything that has been, is,
or will be. Discover grace and forgiveness, whether you recognise in
yourself an accuser-perpetrator or a super perpetrator, or both. Forget
external accountability as a cause of guilt for that one moment when you
choose love into your heart, thinking to be the size of all that; your
full, unselfish, unconditional love. Guilt will dissolve as you start to
hear and execute fidelity to yourself. It is your greatest and most
important soul responsibility: Love to yourself. It opens also all other
mirror surfaces of love to live with you in your reality.
– Ēl Metatron, global cleaner of guilt, manifester of evolution, igniter
of the change power of the gate of your sensitivity
